| Stalker |
[Apr. 4th, 2007|05:07 pm] |
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So yeah, I been having a stalker trying to stalk me or "control me" (since it seems he is doing simmilar things to what Les did to me, make me feel guilty about things which I've noticed from past experiences that this person could be a control freak down the line). If anyone knows how to put a restraining order on people, let me know. Only problem is that I don't remember his full name. I know his screename online is "ike1...". I told him that I never wanted to chat with him anymore about a month ago and he agreed to it, but he still bothers me through gay.com and now adam4adam. Any suggestions, please let me know. |
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| Sylvia Browne 2006 Predictions |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|01:44 pm] |
Well since 2006 is almost over with, I will now make public what she predicted for 2006. I have her predictions that she made for 2007, but it is marked as friends only. I will post them on myspace as well.
Sylvia Browne's 2006 predictions
Well once again, the year is over with, and I like to share some of Sylvia Browne's predictions. Here is what she all predicted:
Natural Disasters:
-Next year will be just as bad at 2005 if not worse. She's concerned about New York, parts of LA as getting hit.
-At least 30 tropical storms.
-Earthquakes in India, Mexico; lots of Volcano's erupting
We are distroying our planet, that's why it's getting bad.
Election:
-Arnold won't make it for re-election.
-McCain and Kerry may run for President
-Bush's popularity will continue to wing till he brings the troups home.
Terrorist:
-No terrorist attacks, but worried about trucks in the comming year
Celebrities:
-Spears will be getting a divorce, but re-marry a singer.
-Brice Willis will marry a younger women (19-20 year old model).
-Michel Douglus, and Kathryn.... trouble in the homefront.
-Jennifer A. gets married not to Von (still looking at the moment)
-Brad pitt will get married to this women (she's got a whip around his neck).
Medical Breakthrough's:
-Find something hypothelmis gland (for MS)
-New Advancement to take plague out of the arteries and heart
-SIDS, will find out it's a allergy, has to do with dairy product (with some children)
-Cancer vaccine for lung, colin, and stomach
-No bird flu outbreak, SARS, mad cow disease
-Horrmone that will keep their weight off (stops hunger, makes you think that you are full all the time)
She concluded that:
-Going to start bringing the boys back home
-Aliens will make a big appearance in 2010 |
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[Dec. 9th, 2006|05:23 pm] |
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So I wonder what's worse, getting cheated on my your other having sex with another person, or having strong feelings for them? |
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[Nov. 29th, 2006|02:56 pm] |
Oh how it must be nice to be rich and not have to worry about things.... or blow it all off on things like a shirt or pants just to show off and show that you are wearing the most expensive item and think you are better than anyone while I see my best friends, Tracy and Michele suffer from back problems that leave them into CHRONIC PAIN which means that they are not able to work. Well that was the case for my best friend Michele because she had a addicent at work which caused her to fall on her back and fracture one of her disks on her back which is now causing chronic pain. Although her workman's comp felt that she can go to work, but she should be in therapy to get her back in shape, but you know what? SHE CAN'T AFFORD IT. And now what's even worse is that her roomate, Tracy, has lost her job as well partly because due to her back problems that she has. I just found this out on my way back from UWM on the bus by my friend Thomas. Tracy has problems for at least 5 years, and it's slowly getting worse. Only problem is that she wasn't smart enough to get the law involved when she did things, such as fall at summerfest because there wasn't no guardrail, and couple things at work that I'm not aware. Although I can't help it that Michele dosen't have her GER because of her attitude she had back when she was younger, nor that her family treats her like shit, but it must be nice to act like you are better than anyone else, expecially some fags that I know. Hmm, let's see. Perhaps I should start with Brandon since Michele has offered him some vikadin or one of her headache medicine's when he did come to visit. Although Brandon thinks that he's too good to LEAVE A MESSAGE ON PEOPLE'S ANSWERING MACHING WHEN HE CALLS. Besides, NOT ALL OF US HAS CALLER ID. We don't here. But it just sadden's me. He has never appologyzed to me or my Michele/Tracy for making empty promises to make them a "southern dinner" although Michele is known to plan thing on the fast side. Course I did find out that something bad in his side of the family happened around that time. I don't think it's that hard to call up someone and tell them that, "I had a family emergency that I need to attend to. I cannot make it." Do you think that's hard? Course his bf is rich too. Although I know Mico does have some money (which I think he should invest it in stock market rather than speeding tickets), but I don't see him like Brandon. Course Edwin tries to hide the fact that he will only date rich guys so that they can pay his way to college, and perhaps clothing for him, or even support him. Maybe that's why he never posts nice face portrats of himself, only portrats that show off his so called "6-pack" that he's so worried about or maybe his ass? Well, that's what I see, and I believe it wether he denies it or not. Course there is Scott who lives in racine, who so far owns his own buisness somewhere in Racine (near Musketto) who never calls me back it seems and yet he wants to meet me.
But for Mico and Edwin, I didn't mean to put them on the spot like I did, but yeah, watching Queer as Folk and couple chats I had with people, I see how prejeduce people can be since all they think about is sex, and if you realized that you wern't interested in them sexually, you worry that they may want it again, but you rather be friends. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2006|02:32 pm] |
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OH how my cousin is a self-centered bitch. First off, she's scared to go and pick up her boyfriend at the busstop in milwaukee. She has never appologyzed for going off on me when I was pestering her and looking at the pc screen over a year ago, and she overreacted and got very upset at it. I remember saying something like she was a selfish brat in front of her mom. She never bothered to appologyze. Shows how much she cares about other people. Only thing she cares about if she is served. I am fucking serving her by driving her boyfriend (who I do chat with from time to time, I did it for him, not for her) to her because she just makes up excuses not to go and get him. And she never even bothers to thank me. Tonight was a very good example. I came up to her door when I dropped him off, and all she was doing is smiling at him and not acknowleging me at all. She dosen't even go to college nor work. She just either plays video games or sit on the computer while her father supports her. Course her house is a complete pigsty, some of it isn't her fault, but she chooses to accept it and hide it from all of her friends. I wanted to borrow her FFXII since I did her a favor, but of how poor her bf plans things, it didn't happen. She just acted like her selfish self and said, "oh, I haven't beaten it yet." She thinks that the world should revolve around her. Her bf thinks that she has low-self esteem. Well that's her problem, if she has problems, she should open up, not hide them. But yeah, she shows no respect except herself. And Tom (his boyfriend) I feel will be trapped in all of this, although he claims that she has low self-esteem. I don't think being polite and showing respect that you made a mistake to someone has anything to do with self-esteem, as she has never once thanked me or said sorry for the things she done to me, and I personally believe she has no desire to since she only cares about herself and expects people to support her while she either is in her room sleeping, playing video games, or is on the computer since she probably leaves the house average 30 minutes per day. |
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| WARNING: JIMME2DO IS A PICTURE STEALER |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|12:23 pm] |
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I am just letting you know that jimme2do has someone else pic posted and when he trade's pics with you, he will use that guy's pic. I know it's a fake because I have chatted with the REAL owner of the pic. My advice is to please stay away from him and report that he steals people's pics. I have been fooled by him, although he claims he is from Georgia and yesderday on his way to meet me, he got into a car collision, and his mom picked him up. Also, he will act that he wants to be your friend, then starts talking about all of his sexual fantasies and act before he does a hook-up, he wants everything planned out. |
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| 1st Amendment should Be changed |
[Nov. 8th, 2006|11:07 am] |
I will start out by quoting the first Amendment:
"Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances."
Well guess what? The government has never been seperated from religion ever since this amendment was estabolished, and it happened again last night in Wisconsin. If the stupid people (which I will call catholics or christians) support Marrage between a man and a women, well perhaps that I should be able to marry my mom, my grandma, my great grandma, perhaps my best friend Michele or Tracy, my cousin, aunt. They are all females, so why shouldn't I? It's not that hard to go to a court and say that I want to marry so and so. Am I right? It sounds very stupid dosen't it? Well I guess that's the way I should go. I should marry my mom. Why can't I? I'm a man and she's a woman, and she's divorded too! We are both legal age. But, since I don't get along 100% with her, why don't I marry someone else in my family? Heck, with this new law, I SHOULD, and perhaps every gay/lesbion person should since that law is not specific enough and it's againsts the first Amendment.
I believe that the catholic church is so prejeduce that they believe in something called a bible which they cannot prove every little detail, and yet in my college studies, almost everything we derived in atmospheric science (although it happens in physics, engeneering, anything that has math in it must be drived and proven and have a psysical understanding) are either from proof's or approximations (because if we don't approximate some things, the equations will get so complicated, or impossible to solve). Why can't I get the same rights as a married man and a female if I decide to marry a man? That is all we are asking for is to have the same rights as a Man and Female would be if they are married. I can't help it that my DNA is causing my attraction to the same sex. I was born with it. Just like someone who is mentialy retarded; they were born like that, although Tommy Thompson closed down their facility years ago (Southern Wisconsin Center) which was decicated for the mentally retarded. I know that since that's where my mom worked, and now they are in group homes probably suffering and maybe some of them are in jail because of their uncontrolable actions which at SWC, they would allow it because they would try to fix it as best as they can.
Besides, since catholics love their church so much, why do we have priests as petifiles in the system, and the arch diosey did everything possible to cover them up? I think that's more harmful to society than having civil unions to the same sex. But since these selfish christans who donate money to their church (which I bet not all of them know where it is going, but it wouldn't surprize me that some will go to the families that have been harmed by a priest that mollested children) and believe in things that cannot be proven. All I can say is that for every prediction that Sylvia Browne makes, her company will validate as much of her predictions as possible. I believe her more than the catholic church since the catholic chruch believes in a God that punishes people. I believe in a loving God that does not judge people at all (meaning that everyone should express themselvs including draq queens... if that's how guys want to portray themself's that's fine since they are not hurting anyone, but maybe their checkbook) and loves everyone equally, but now I am violating the first ammendment because I am not keeping my religion seperate. I think the first amendment should say something like:
Catholic church has a right in establishing and creating laws in the U.S. requarding their religion belief, but Congress shall make no law prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.
That's how this society works! So my options are either getting married with a family member or a close friend since that's what the catholics want. Course since the catholics believe in no abortions except if it may kill the mother if she gives birth, I think almost every women in the US should get raped every year, and they all bore a children, and tell the doctors that I don't want it, give it to the catholic church since it wasn't my decision to get preganemt, only my rapist. I think if this approach as our world with get overwhelmed with newborns that after awhile the catholic church will not be able to keep up with the demand. I say that these mothers should drop it off at a local catholic church. In a week, perhaps all catholic churches will have at least 50 bables to deal with, and a year, maybe 10,000 or more, and our world would become so overpopulated. I know that this is a mean approach, and I would wish that this never happens, but I hope you understand the perspective I was trying to bring out.
Also, they had something about death sentance in the US. Someone told me that it will cost Wisconsin at least $25,000,000.00 to put one person to death. I'm not sure how much is costs to put 1 person sentenced to life in prision, but if I'm right, Wisconsin I don't think will be able to afford this, unless you want a 100% increase in taxes. I know I don't, althogh I believe that people who are put on life sentences should have a harsh jail life. Get feed shitty food, have a room the size of a closet with no communications to the outside world, and no health care.
Lastly, I didn't like neither government Doyle or Green running for governor. It's sad to watch them blow out millions of dollars in degrading each other while that money couldof been used for poor people. Also, Green should of said the following to Doyle when conceeding, "Well tyrant, I hope you are happy you won since you believe that my money transfer was illegal, but when the Milwaukee Mayor did the same thing, you didn't do anything about it because he was a Democratic. You consider cuts as not increasing funding, so no wonder why you can get away with claiming that I will cut school funding. That's what you call your tax cuts too I bet. I hope you sell wisconsin more and give out more illegal contacts to people because they gave you money, and keep misleading your people that a tax cut is not raising taxes at all. You must like degrading your opponents just to bennefit yourself, you selfish straight FAG!" (Oh look at that, I called a straight person a fag, I wonder what that means? Just look at how Les treated me) I didn't like neither of them, but I know my dad is not happy at all about the lost. But he better not make the Marrage Amendment legal, which I am not sure if he has the power to. I don't understand why Green said positive things in his speech while all he did most of the time was degrade Doyle, although Doyle did the same thing. I didn't bother watching his speech because everyone was gitty. I wouldof been surprized if he gave a non-negative speech, but knowing him, who knows what he does in office. Probably degrades every person he sees if it can bennefit him in the long run.
Wisconsin dosen't need hypocrits, but it looks like we wouldof won one either way. But just remember, my tuition went up over 1,400 a semester when Doyle was in office. I bet it will go up 2,800 in the next 4 years, or maybe 6,000 if the death penalty passes.
Well I hope I got my facts right. I will be consulting with someone I know that's a attourney and I hope he clarify's things that I missed. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2006|01:46 pm] |
Fuck myleague.com. They are complete assholes who enjoy people who enjoy cheating, having people steal their league's or deleate them. That means that Anarchyz is trashing cases and moving to a different server. Our new server will be www.greatleague.com/anarchy . The head admin knows the guy who is running greatleague said the following after approving us:
"I did notice it appeared the old admins had merged anarchy into ecstasy and
last I saw the league it has m.asterrr up as HA. It also seems the merger
didn't work because I thought I saw the former HA and mulansmom withdraw
from ecstasy. I hope the GreatLeague.com system will allow you to rebuild
anarchy to an even better league than it was on cases. I can tell you the
league they gave Digs to is a total joke and run by confirmed cheaters. This
should be great for you and us, get a quality league going in that room on
GL and offer the players there a good league too."
We will be back in decent digs. So anyone interested in joining can visit www.greatleague.com/anarchy . Right now, we found bugs, but I am sure they will be fixed. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|01:30 am] |
I probably should post a entry, although I been doing it in myspace, but only problem is that I don't think people get my e-mails due to spam blocker crap. But yeah, Edwin wanted me to go out to the bars with him tonight, so I did. This guy that played pool with edwin seemed a little stuck up.... had his shirt off, and was trying to make these complicated shots. Before that, I Think edwin (as usual) made me win, although the 8-ball went into a different hole that he didn't declare. I had edwin play the challenger anyhow, I just wanted to watch.
At La Crap, it seemed that the only people Edwin chatted to was the two jerks that lied to me in my face..... Mike and David. How lovely, huh? They didn't even say hi to me and I wasn't that happy that Edwin kept chatting with them. I thought that Mike took Edwin into the bathroom for a j/o session since John told me that he has done that on him, but I guess Mike told Edwin some rumor about him which I could care less about anyhow? I guess people must enjoy lyers, but Edwin did tell me that he ONLY chats with them at the bar.
I also was surprized that Edwin wanted to leave early, although the bar wasn't really jumping. I wonder why? Perhaps it's their shitty ass music that they play? Course club Icon had a show going on tonight that a guy did invite me to meet him down there, but I was a little shy to drive all that way down there. (It's called competition, although I never been in Icon, but if it's better than La Crap, then I encourage everyone to go there, lol. That may make La Crap change their music, lol)
On the way out, Edwin and Mike exchanged phone numbers...... just be careful Edwin, you never can believe what comes out of that boy's mouth. Ask John..... and yes, John appologyzed to me about what he did. In fact, he was over at my place on Friday. Course he got to see me chat with a Anarchyz member addressing their concerns that she had. Most of my stuff that I had issues with was mainly with the Spades league, School, or Lean Pockets. Issue with lean pockets is that I ate this pizza one that contained peperoni..... NOT a good idea, my stomach can't handle certain kinds of peperoni.... and I ended throwing up which broke my 13 year streak of not throwing up.... grrrrrrr.
Oh yeah, with spades league that I am involved with. We managed to create a new anarchyz, and also trying to get out old one, which an asshole deleated. I so far got one guy, RandyHawk to join from gay.com. I hope I can get more people because we are struggling to get people back ever since Chris Volk destroyed it. At least cases will be investigating him, and Ecstasy could go byebye, but I am not certain.
League is located www.myleague.com/anarchyz I am Co. Head Admin there, so hahaha. I'll kick all of your asses unless you want to partner up with me. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|10:18 pm] |
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Well, I am back in my old spades league Anarchy. IF you would be interested in joining, the webpage is www.myleague.com/anarchyz |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|06:59 pm] |
Well I should probably inform you what's been going on. Mainly I am getting back at people in a honest way and not using sware words or sending threat messages. These people for one are not in the milwaukee gay community. I know, isn't that hard to believe? But it's in ecstasy spades league. If you like to view their crummy webpage. You can view it at http://users.igl.net/masterrr/enhanced.html Also, if you like to see our old anarchy webpage, it is at http://users.igl.net/rosegarden/Anarchy/Amain1.html You can decide who dedicated their time to the webpage. (Obviously another admin in anarchy) I remember before the merge, I was rather foolish and getting upset because other admin's were not submitting their sub credits to me which is somewhat of a small thing compared to other problems. Michele, also known as anarchy_girl_gone_wild on YIM was the head admin at the time. Despite my minor problem that I had, Michele just decided to merge with ecstasy. Her excuse was that she had to work 12 hour days. But she said (or promised) to give it to another admin. Never happened. Just one night, she made the decision on her own without consulting our admin's or members that we were gona merge. So it happened. I thought it would be a good one until some of the scum and tyrant's that existed (or bully's). I lost some of my admin power, and Michele claims that we wouldn't lose any power. I certainly did, I was forced to run tournaments by their standards. Another admin which I will call her Debbie and won't give her YIM because she is someone I consider a friend. And guess what? Who was the last time I said that I considered someone a friend online in any of my journal's? She was having that same problem, and she got into a car collission, so she wasn't able to host tournaments that often. I only did the bare minimal of 5 like I was said to do. I did have a problem one time about 2 weeks later because I wasn't that thrilled in that league, and hosted a tournament in anarchy so we can keep that lounge. A guy by the name of m.asterrr on YIM also known as Chris who is known to create fake tournaments and have opponents intentionally lose for him, got upset, deleated the tournament (I did it for the people who were not happy with the merge) and went off on me that because HE was in charge he only wanted tournaments done only on sunday's. He even got upset at debbie because she told me that I could only host it on sunday's, which I ignored. Then about 2 weeks later, 3-4 other admin's left the league because they couldn't put up with him. Chris believes that you can train someone to become a tournament director in 15 minutes. I remember when Debbie trained me, it took a couple hours. I'm not sure about why the others left. Here is a conversation I just found with Chris around this time:
Chris Volk (9/10/2006 12:52:30 PM): mmatusz503 : why the fuck would you care, all chris fuckin cres about is his selfish power and won't let me run a fuckin tourney in anarchy mmatusz503 : sdo all I am in a fuckin slave to him mmatusz503 : no, everyone in anarchy
Chris Volk (9/10/2006 12:52:48 PM): CANT TALK THAT SHIT TO MY FACE?
Mike Matuszewski (9/10/2006 12:52:57 PM): so?
Chris Volk (9/10/2006 12:53:10 PM): SO THAT MAKES YOU NOTHING BUT A FUCKING COWARD
Chris Volk (9/10/2006 12:53:19 PM): UI HVAE SOMETHIGN TO SAY SAY IT TO MY FACE
But the real problem didn't start until I realized that supahmanx joined back into the league. His name was timmy, and he was in anarchy before back in may before Michele took it back which I will not get into, but timmy was found cheating in interleague's and was never welcomed back there ever again.... and he playing in the reflection's tournament and won that. And interesting enough, his partner that he had, their raiting was in the 1400's which means they are shitty... so that only means that he was on the phone cheating. I addressed it to timmie about it I believe, and he went and tattled to Victor, another trashy admin who only cares about numbers, about it. In the admin meeting we had sunday, here are some clips from it:
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:26:43 PM): i dont care what happened in the past
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:26:46 PM): timmie doesnt cheat
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:26:48 PM): u guys got a past
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:26:51 PM): its crushed
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:26:53 PM): no more shit
Michele eaton (10/1/2006 6:27:01 PM): well from my understanding, noone here should be making any accusations about someone cheating from the get go, unless there is proof and also, isnt there consequences for such a thing? So, if people have any commets they need to be kept to ones self unless there is cold hard proof
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:27:15 PM): ty michele
kma.blah blah (10/1/2006 6:27:19 PM): exactly
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:27:21 PM): the punishment is 3 days in the box
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:45:26 PM): noone told me about the boa
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:45:29 PM): battle of the admins?
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:45:33 PM): no
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:45:35 PM): yes we did mke
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:45:44 PM): u wouldnt make a team cause timmie was in it
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:45:47 PM): u kidding
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:45:52 PM): you ran out of the lobby
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:45:52 PM): u must be fucken kidding
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:45:56 PM): I imed u that mornign
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:45:59 PM): asked u for a team
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:01 PM): u said no
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:05 PM): cus timmie is playing in it
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:46:12 PM): well that was one reason
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:19 PM): not a good enough reason
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:22 PM): ur an admin
kafi_de_ecstasy (10/1/2006 6:46:24 PM): shouldnt matter
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:46:24 PM): but I didn't even hear about the boa till that day
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:46:37 PM): m.asterrr: we went shoppin for baby shit today... we gettin married december 16 pimpin_rollin_niggas_hatin: please don't do that i want my family back pimpin_rollin_niggas_hatin: i wont hit her or hurt her
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:42 PM): i told u about it
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:46:45 PM): i think im gunna fuckin cry
kafi_de_ecstasy (10/1/2006 6:46:46 PM): ummmmm chris sent out spam with info on wednesday
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:53 PM): yes
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:46:58 PM): he said he needed teams in
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:47:09 PM): let me pull up my archives
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:47:26 PM): u knew was a battle of admins
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:47:40 PM): even if not til that day
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:47:48 PM): you made no effort
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:47:53 PM): and got pissed and left
kafi_de_ecstasy (10/1/2006 6:47:57 PM): and i spammed lobby all day friday for Battle of the Admins {BOA}
Michele eaton (10/1/2006 6:47:58 PM): its all good, maybe we can get all in it next month and hopefully I can be here as well
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:47:59 PM): i didn't know I had to play in it
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:48:10 PM): how u gunna feel about timmie bein htd
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:48:14 PM): or an admin
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:48:31 PM): up to you, but I would also talk with debbie about it
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:48:40 PM): ive known timmie for 5 years
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:48:43 PM): i'm sure she has proof of my speculation
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:48:48 PM): Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:42:30 PM): MIKE U HERE mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:42:37 PM): yeah Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:42:46 PM): WILL U BE MAKING A TEAM FOR THE BATTLE OF ADMINS TONITE? mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:42:50 PM): no Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:42:52 PM): U ARE ADMIN FOR ECSTASY mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:42:55 PM): i'm not gona play if tim is playing Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:43:03 PM): ITS BATTLE OF ADMINS Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:43:06 PM): U ARE ADMIN mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:43:09 PM): tough mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:43:10 PM): tim is a cheat Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:43:13 PM): HE IS NOT mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:43:14 PM): he's banned from 3 interleagues mmatusz503 (9/29/2006 4:43:17 PM): ask debbie Victor Shah (9/29/2006 4:43:18 PM): IM TIRED OF THE DAMN RUMOR
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:48:52 PM): aint nothing u or debbie can tell me about him
kma.blah blah (10/1/2006 6:48:59 PM): talk to deb about what?
Michele eaton (10/1/2006 6:49:01 PM): Mike, she doesnt have hard cold Truth
kma.blah blah (10/1/2006 6:49:06 PM): she hasnt been here
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:18 PM): why not be honest mike
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:49:22 PM): let me tellu about timmie
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:49:27 PM): he may be annoying
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:28 PM): u and debbie didnt like fact timmie left here to help jamesmeadow
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:49:32 PM): only other person that had a 80% win rate before the BOA that I ever seen was Joe Smith
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:49:37 PM): but you pair him with anybody in yahoo
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:43 PM): mike i parded timmie several times
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:46 PM): am i a cheater?
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:49:48 PM): and he will kick your fuckin ass in spades
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:50 PM): me and him play well
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:49:55 PM): him and smooth play well
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:00 PM): hes prolly the best spade playeri know
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:04 PM): smooth dont cheat he is old ecstasy admin
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:12 PM): he doesnt have to cheat
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:14 PM): GET USED TO THE FUCKEN FACT THAT TIMMIE IS GOOD
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:16 PM): and hes fast
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:18 PM): yes
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:18 PM): all the time
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:21 PM): no pause
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:24 PM): u take 3 seconds
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:28 PM): how do u cheat with no pause
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:31 PM): and hes all over playing fast
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:39 PM): prove me wrong mike
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:40 PM): he has been accused many times
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:42 PM): give me proof
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:50 PM): and if you have proof send it
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:50:57 PM): u have no proof
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:50:59 PM): but there aint none
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:51:00 PM): i don't have the proof, and I told you that I need debbie with me here
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:07 PM): WHY DO U ENED DEBBIE HERE
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:09 PM): no u dont
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:11 PM): for moral support?
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:20 PM): she have proof?
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:24 PM): what does debbie know that u dont
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:51:25 PM): yes
Michele eaton (10/1/2006 6:51:27 PM): as we mentioned earlier : anarchyz_girl_gone_wild: well from my understanding, noone here should be making any accusations about someone cheating from the get go, unless there is proof and also, isnt there consequences for such a thing? So, if people have any commets they need to be kept to ones self unless there is cold hard proof
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:31 PM): really
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:38 PM): id like to see this proof
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:41 PM): me too
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:42 PM): actually s/s of cheating
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:43 PM): a s/s
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:47 PM): not IMs
Chris Volk (10/1/2006 6:51:48 PM): not a 30 min debate
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:51:52 PM): not lobby saying he cheated
kafi_de_ecstasy (10/1/2006 6:51:55 PM): hes played in several of my tourneys and i have had NO game delays by him or table talk....since becoming a td...hes pulled his weight, even comeing in between classes to help me out in daytimes...i see NOTHING wrong with Timmie
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:52:02 PM): me either
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:52:07 PM): he works hard for this lg
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:52:13 PM): he likes it here
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:52:23 PM): stop with the rumors cus they aint true
Mike Matuszewski (10/1/2006 6:52:41 PM): can we just worry about another subject please?
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:52:54 PM): lmao
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:53:18 PM): sure but when debbie does come online plz do have her send s/s to HA's
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:53:23 PM): cus id like to see it
kafi_de_ecstasy (10/1/2006 6:53:31 PM): so would i
Victor Shah (10/1/2006 6:53:33 PM): plz and ty
So as you can see, Michele backstabbed both debbie and I. Two days later, kma decided to demote both debbie and I because we provided proof that timmie was banned from interleague's. This is a e-mail that I got from the interleague's about timmy:
Hello Ecstasy Admin....
It has come to my attention that one of your members who recently won the Reflections Interleague was banned from Reflections under another ID "t.immie". I know that he is aware of this.
This email is to inform you that his new ID has also been banned from Reflections. He is not welcome to particate in Reflections, nor is he welcome to participate in any interleague that I run (COTT) or that has room share with my Interleagues (Suicidal Extreme). He had been banned from Suicidal Extreme and COTT and I will be informing the Head Admin of SEX to let them know of the new ids.
If I find that you allow him to participate under another id, I will ban your league from the Interleagues also. I am sorry to have to state this, but I know there are some people that will try. Also...as it states in the Interleague rules that I sent to your rep, if he comes into the Interleague lobby during the competitions and causes any problems, it can lead to your league being suspended and/or banned from the interleagues.
I hope that we will not have any further problems and that Ecstasy can continue to participate. If you find that you cannot abide by what has been stated here, let me know immediately and I will remove your league from our interleague and there will be no further communication.
Respectfully,
Dee
deekitty31
dees_reflection (Reflections HA)
deekitty31_COTT (COTT co-HA)
Debbie even sent screenshots to Chris and Chris never sent it to Kma, so it just shows how delinguent they are, so I took over their pager and been spamming both tournaments, and all of the crap that was going on in this league. I so far have successfully got Michele to burst out crying and realizing her wrongdoings and how she betrayed both debbie and I. I am now gona try to make Chris, Kma, Timmie, and Victor look like a fool next and warn the league members that they will box members if you tell them that you have a suspicion that someone is cheating. I will guarantee that I will be posting more stuff about this in the future. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2006|07:04 pm] |
Sigh, many people in this world are just scum, expecially online. From the fag world to the spades leagues that I am in. Thankfully Debbie has been helping me along, as well as I'm helping her out too through the crappy merge we had. Same shit is going on there, people intentionally losing so they can make opponents win. That or chaeates. Ones that I know on yahoo are
ha_ha_jellybean and especially supahmanx who is a fag. Banned from many spades leagues and a few interleagues. And he has overa 80% win rate. So yeah, that's a fake. It's almost impossible to win that many spades games. When I play in person with Michele, mine is about 70% which I believe is a excellent spades player, but anything above 70% is near cheater category.
Lester Jones told me that he has proof that he is HIV-, but of couse, he has to act like he's better than anyone else and post it on his profile. Guess what? Only people who donate to the rich (staff of gay.com who are heartless) can see it. I personally rather have him MAIL it to me because I don't ever want to see his presence in my life. I am somewhat happier without dealing with the stress of him, except of these assholes online, both in the gay and spades communuty. Course I believe that Les should move in with supahmanx since they both are alike that they don't work and they both think they are better than anyone else.
And lastly, please beware of "lincoln_gb" on manhunt, or "saviorfaire1984" who thinks that ignoring people is so cool until he decides to get pissed off enough to respond. Sounds like hungcut11in on gay.com. Did something simmilar. Yeah, dishonesty. I think I will stay away from athiest (sp). Maybe they all pull this crap, but I am not sure. If hungcut is athiest, well guess have another group of people I could bash if enough people show it. |
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| Hi's and Honesty |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|03:31 pm] |
Hmm, hers's a question I got for all of you. Do you think it's ok to ignore someone who say's hi to you lets say on any instant messenger service? What if it's in gay.com or manhunt and you ask them how they are doing, is it ok to do that or is it disrespectful? What if someone did that to you in person... is it ok to ignore them if they come up to you and say hi? Are you truthful if someone ignores your hi's on instant messanger?
Just some questions to think about. Appreciate if I get some nice discussions for it. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2006|01:47 am] |
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If anyone knows Robbie1987 on manhunt, let me know if they experienced a simmilar problem I had. They showed interest to you, but they expect you to lead the conversation. Sounds like what Jamie Lee does to me. Expects me to IM him because he wants to hang out with me. Go hang out with Les who thinks it's ok (or in outher words, too good) to not prove to me that he's HIV-. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2006|12:22 am] |
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Well apparently some people must enjoy ruining things for others. Well I haven't updated in awhile, but I have my reasons, partly because noone really reads it although I tend to update myspace more and I choose to be more positive there. Anyhow, I had a somewhat of a ok week. Been reading some sylvia browne books again learning her insight about how life works and all that such, but I am sure people who only are interested in power or trying to destroy other people's lives seem to only read this, or choose to comment, which also as known as dark entites, but that's as much as I like to speak on that subject. I also got a 204 and a 213 games tonight at bowling. Although my third and fourth higest was 170. Lowest was a 119. Course some selfish asshole who either enjoys being dishonest; lying to other people, or start assuming and focing me to meet them tend to ruin it. Some jerk called me tonight, which made me update. Who..... not sure. But he claims that I have been writing shot about him on my gay.com. Well lately, I haven't been in the milwaukee room that often. Either it's Actone12, but I don't think it would be him. It could be that lunatic Tim who went off on me because I wasn't that happy one day (the conversation is posted on here), or it's absbacardi on Manhunt, which if I ever see him on gay.com, I will post things in my bio about him. Accordin to John (I think that's his name, but he goes by milwdjsinger on Manhunt, has sortof made up. He claims (I am not sure if I believe this 100% or not) that when Mike talks on the phone with his parents, he will keep compulsive lying to his parents about things, and I guess in general. Although he does tell me that Les is in love with someone else other than me. Dosen't bother me, but if he's in love with someone else..... yeah.... whatever. Les maybe needs to get some psychatric help then since he dosen't know what he wants out of men and falls in love with them by just fucking or methods of lust, not emotionally like how it should work. But I'm not a relationship expert, just learn things from experience. All I can say to these selfish beings is that when you start to care about others first than your selfish self because you think you are better than anyone, I will keep attacking you and warning others of you. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|04:41 pm] |
Is it me, or does shelfish fags think that they try to act better than anyone else? Apparently so with this conversation that I had with someone who I will say that in my opinion he was "bragging" about this guy that he didn't want to meet up with at first because he claims that he only wanted to be friends with him. And on top of that, it just shows how fags can't be trusted because they simpily don't know how to keep their mouth shut with how many guys they been with. Am I right?
Him(9/2/2006 4:13:58 PM): hey how are you doing today???
Me (9/2/2006 4:14:54 PM): i am doing ok, you?
Him(9/2/2006 4:19:24 PM): im good thank U so much for asking me that I appreciate that alot
Me (9/2/2006 4:19:29 PM): okay
Me (9/2/2006 4:19:34 PM): what's going on with your friend?
Him(9/2/2006 4:19:44 PM): hes good he is over here right now as we speak
Me (9/2/2006 4:19:47 PM): ohhhh
Me (9/2/2006 4:20:49 PM): he been a pest?
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:21 PM): no hes being awesome
Me (9/2/2006 4:24:29 PM): that's good
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:34 PM): yeah it sure was omg
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:37 PM): he is awesome in bed
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:45 PM): I couldnt resist it
Me (9/2/2006 4:24:48 PM): i thought you wern't gona do any of that?
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:51 PM): omg his cock is awesome
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:54 PM): I gave in
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:55 PM): omg
Him(9/2/2006 4:24:56 PM): lol
Me (9/2/2006 4:24:56 PM): uh huh
Me (9/2/2006 4:24:59 PM): i take it's big?
Him(9/2/2006 4:25:04 PM): its real fat
Me (9/2/2006 4:25:07 PM): oh
Him(9/2/2006 4:25:23 PM): he is a great top
Me (9/2/2006 4:25:27 PM): uh huh
Him(9/2/2006 4:25:35 PM): I mean be went from a straight boy to a very awesome top
Me (9/2/2006 4:25:42 PM): so?
Him(9/2/2006 4:25:47 PM): i mean he can fuck for like forever
Him(9/2/2006 4:25:53 PM): what do u mean so ?
Him(9/2/2006 4:26:00 PM): why are u getting alll rude and stuff
Him(9/2/2006 4:26:16 PM): by the way he comes alot too
Him(9/2/2006 4:26:22 PM): lol lol lol
Me (9/2/2006 4:26:22 PM): i see...
Me (9/2/2006 4:26:36 PM): i ssee you are the bragging type?
Him(9/2/2006 4:26:39 PM): nah
Him(9/2/2006 4:26:48 PM): not really I like guys who don't
Him(9/2/2006 4:27:00 PM): He has no clue what so ever that Im telling you all this
Him(9/2/2006 4:27:01 PM): lol
Me (9/2/2006 4:27:07 PM): i see...
Him(9/2/2006 4:27:21 PM): he is sitting on my bed playing a video game
Him(9/2/2006 4:27:27 PM): enchanted arms or something
Me (9/2/2006 4:27:31 PM): oh
Me (9/2/2006 4:28:43 PM): seems like you are bragging and trying to show off...
Him(9/2/2006 4:28:50 PM): nope dont care
Him(9/2/2006 4:28:55 PM): get over it
Him(9/2/2006 4:28:59 PM): u are depressig
Me (9/2/2006 4:28:59 PM): fuck off, bye
If the person who conversated with me sees this, don't ever chat with me again. I don't want friends that can't keep their mouth shut and are undecisive about making plans because I am like that since I don't know much about the good hang out spots, and a car would be nice too since I absolutely hate driving becuase I don't like very heavy traffic nor finding a place to park.
Update @ 4:51PM. Apparently he IM me on AIM as well, course it seems he's selfish since he thinks he's a hotty, but that's not my main point. Here is another one of his IM's he sent me.
16:47] HOTSY73: I dont know what the fuck is wrong with you and I dont care nick was right about you u are psychotic and I dont have time for retarded bottoms hahahahah
Yup, another backstabber just like Brandon, or Aeriesboy who uses people, and when people gives him things like cigarrs, headache medication, and empty promises, he will go back to you so he can stab you. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|08:09 pm] |
I have two jerks or assholes. One believe it or not WAS in my spades league. She was very discriminent against gay people, and I would appreciate if people randomly IM her and send her gay/lesbion porn, talk about gay rights, or anything else you can think of. Her YIM screename is "abbyliciously_sweet." Course she decides to join another spades league while the head administrator there, "mr.mead0ws," is in-the-closet gay person. So feel free to tell abby all of that information!!!!!!!
Second jerk is a guy trying into "controling" me to come over to his house, which is in occanomowak(sp). His gay.com screename is "actone12." He keeps IM me, and gets upset that I say no to him because he almost tries to control me in driving out of my way to meet him. I was thinknig about it, but his persistant behavior that he had about it caused me to say no. So block him, in case he may do the same thing to you because he will call people cute if you look cute (Since my fuck-over rate is still 100%) |
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| W-A-R-N-I-N-G!!! REALANGEL28 (LESTER JONES) MAY BE HIV+ |
[Jul. 29th, 2006|06:40 pm] |
Alright, I am at least 20-50% sure about this, but I am starting to believe that Lester Jones is HIV+. I am not 100% sure in anyway, but I have been hearing things about him, and it's time to make this public. First off, a 44 year old white guy where I least expected to find him started chatting with me, and told me he received HIV after getting fucked by this guy named Les. I will not go into all the details, but this is the information I received from him.
I was talking to one of his former roomates, when he lived on the south side, and also a friend of Charlie, the guy who owned the house.
It seems that Les has been positive for the past couple of years. He has been collecting a social security check. That's why he doesn't work. Also last winter, he got full blown AIDs, got real sick, lost 50 pounds and almost died. This was in January. He got different meds and after that he got better.
He is a walking disease, and has been infected with HIV for a few years.
On top of that, I would like to share a conversation that he seemed to advoid the issue
7/10/2006 6:51:26 PM: {mmatusz503}can you drive
7/10/2006 6:51:29 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 6:51:33 PM: {realangel28}why
7/10/2006 6:51:37 PM: {mmatusz503}just asking
7/10/2006 6:51:43 PM: {realangel28}not yet
7/10/2006 6:51:49 PM: {mmatusz503}when can you
7/10/2006 6:51:59 PM: {realangel28}doesnt matter, you hae a car
7/10/2006 6:52:01 PM: {realangel28}you can drive
7/10/2006 6:52:09 PM: {mmatusz503}maybe I hate to drive
7/10/2006 6:52:27 PM: {realangel28}no you just hate to spend money
7/10/2006 6:52:38 PM: {realangel28}even if its to see a friend
7/10/2006 6:52:50 PM: {mmatusz503}you mean aquantance
7/10/2006 6:53:22 PM: {realangel28}well if im just an aquantance then why are you talkin to me
7/10/2006 6:53:25 PM: {realangel28}good day
7/10/2006 6:53:35 PM: {mmatusz503}someone has a attitude problem
7/10/2006 6:53:36 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 6:53:40 PM: {mmatusz503}i don't trust you enough to be a friend
7/10/2006 6:53:46 PM: {mmatusz503}since you don't know how to call people back
7/10/2006 6:53:53 PM: {realangel28}not at all
7/10/2006 6:54:02 PM: {mmatusz503}so you have no friends, you just use them?
7/10/2006 6:54:03 PM: {realangel28}i just dont aprreciate being in love with someone and the call me an acquaintance
7/10/2006 6:54:10 PM: {mmatusz503}that's how to treat me
7/10/2006 6:54:13 PM: {mmatusz503}like one
7/10/2006 6:54:32 PM: {realangel28}youve never given me anything mike, you dont have shit to be used for , so your not even makin since
7/10/2006 6:54:42 PM: {mmatusz503}my time?
7/10/2006 6:54:52 PM: {realangel28}oh please
7/10/2006 6:54:54 PM: {realangel28}your time
7/10/2006 6:55:00 PM: {realangel28}i dont get your time
7/10/2006 6:55:08 PM: {mmatusz503}because you don't pre-plan your time
7/10/2006 6:55:27 PM: {realangel28}and time is not somethin you use someone for ,
7/10/2006 6:55:27 PM: {realangel28}again you dont make since, see you still havent grown up
7/10/2006 6:55:33 PM: {mmatusz503}neither did you
7/10/2006 6:55:56 PM: {mmatusz503}why don't you have tony drop you off here?
7/10/2006 6:56:02 PM: {realangel28}oh ive been grown for a long time, news flash, i pay my own bills, since i was 17
7/10/2006 6:56:03 PM: {mmatusz503}since he can drop you off at bar's
7/10/2006 6:56:10 PM: {realangel28}i dont live at home with my mother ok
7/10/2006 6:56:20 PM: {mmatusz503}no, but you somehow get free rent
7/10/2006 6:56:32 PM: {realangel28}:)
7/10/2006 6:56:40 PM: {mmatusz503}oh, there goes his selfishness
7/10/2006 6:56:47 PM: {realangel28}no i dont get free rent
7/10/2006 6:56:57 PM: {mmatusz503}oh really, les pays rent?
7/10/2006 6:56:59 PM: {realangel28}you dont know what your talkin about
7/10/2006 6:56:59 PM: {realangel28}to far in my business
7/10/2006 6:57:01 PM: {mmatusz503}a dollar a month?
7/10/2006 6:57:25 PM: {realangel28}no $300 actually
7/10/2006 6:57:32 PM: {mmatusz503}oh wow
7/10/2006 6:57:37 PM: {realangel28}im not arguing with you, nor do i have to explain myself to a child
7/10/2006 6:57:41 PM: {realangel28}have a good day
7/10/2006 6:57:49 PM: {mmatusz503}well i still don't understand why you love me then
7/10/2006 6:57:51 PM: {mmatusz503}if you blow me off
7/10/2006 6:58:08 PM: {realangel28}because everytime you we have a conversation you dont have anything nice to say
7/10/2006 6:58:14 PM: {realangel28}your always talkin shit
7/10/2006 6:58:17 PM: {mmatusz503}maybe because you blow me off?
7/10/2006 6:58:37 PM: {realangel28}no i dont, but if your gonna arghue why talk to you
7/10/2006 6:58:59 PM: {mmatusz503}maybe to work things out?
7/10/2006 6:59:18 PM: {realangel28}i dont have time for that drama, im to grown for childs play
7/10/2006 6:59:19 PM: {realangel28}arguing is not workin things out
7/10/2006 6:59:20 PM: {realangel28}it just creates mroe problems
7/10/2006 6:59:34 PM: {mmatusz503}do you have some proof?
7/10/2006 6:59:38 PM: {mmatusz503}and give me a example then
7/10/2006 6:59:47 PM: {realangel28}mike goodbye
7/10/2006 6:59:54 PM: {mmatusz503}blowing me off I see
7/10/2006 6:59:57 PM: {realangel28}i dont have time for this, when you wanna hang let me know
7/10/2006 7:00:00 PM: {mmatusz503}no
7/10/2006 7:00:04 PM: {mmatusz503}maybe you should
7/10/2006 7:00:05 PM: {mmatusz503}plan it
7/10/2006 7:00:06 PM: {mmatusz503}not me
7/10/2006 7:00:10 PM: {realangel28}if you want to argue dont bother
7/10/2006 7:00:11 PM: {mmatusz503}if you like me so much
7/10/2006 7:00:12 PM: {mmatusz503}show it
7/10/2006 7:00:18 PM: {realangel28}no you have a man
7/10/2006 7:00:18 PM: {mmatusz503}show me why I should be your bf
7/10/2006 7:00:30 PM: {mmatusz503}show me why I should want you
7/10/2006 7:00:44 PM: {realangel28}i cant, your with someone already
7/10/2006 7:00:46 PM: {mmatusz503}i'm sure you have talents that noone else have but you that you want to share
7/10/2006 7:00:48 PM: {realangel28}have fun with him
7/10/2006 7:00:49 PM: {mmatusz503}i am not with anyone
7/10/2006 7:00:53 PM: {mmatusz503}i'm single
7/10/2006 7:01:00 PM: {mmatusz503}and he lives in chicago, but came up to meet me
7/10/2006 7:01:00 PM: {realangel28}whatever
7/10/2006 7:01:54 PM: {mmatusz503}sounds like to me that you only listen to things you want to hear
7/10/2006 7:01:54 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 7:02:18 PM: {realangel28}well my life is not filled with drama
7/10/2006 7:02:34 PM: {realangel28}i like to keep it drama free
7/10/2006 7:03:09 PM: {mmatusz503}uh huh
7/10/2006 7:03:10 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 7:03:16 PM: {realangel28}yeah bye
7/10/2006 7:03:42 PM: {mmatusz503}i'll come over if we watch Dr. Phil together
7/10/2006 7:03:52 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 7:04:03 PM: {realangel28}i hate dr. phil
7/10/2006 7:04:07 PM: {realangel28}but id do it for you :)
7/10/2006 7:04:11 PM: {mmatusz503}why, becahse he tells it like it is?
7/10/2006 7:04:15 PM: {mmatusz503}this I have to see to believe
7/10/2006 7:04:25 PM: {mmatusz503}couse I can always reward you
7/10/2006 7:07:22 PM: {realangel28}reward me how
7/10/2006 7:07:43 PM: {mmatusz503}what do you think?
7/10/2006 7:08:14 PM: {realangel28}oh the way you rewarded the guy from chicago, and the guy you went to lacage with
7/10/2006 7:08:22 PM: {mmatusz503}uh no....
7/10/2006 7:08:26 PM: {mmatusz503}why did you offer him a drink?
7/10/2006 7:08:40 PM: {realangel28}both unattractie by the way
7/10/2006 7:08:40 PM: {realangel28}no thanks
7/10/2006 7:09:04 PM: {realangel28}cause im a nice guy
7/10/2006 7:09:15 PM: {mmatusz503}uh huh
7/10/2006 7:27:58 PM: {realangel28}oh and take me off on igonre on your yahoo, message me there from now on
7/10/2006 7:28:10 PM: {mmatusz503}sorry
7/10/2006 7:28:25 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 7:28:34 PM: {realangel28}for what
7/10/2006 8:00:37 PM: {realangel28}oh lol, and just one other thing, an award is somethin given to someone special, something that everyone hasnt had, and we know everyone has had your ass bare so its not really a reward
7/10/2006 8:00:38 PM: {realangel28}im not being mean, i just being real
7/10/2006 8:00:55 PM: {mmatusz503}whatever...
7/10/2006 8:02:23 PM: {realangel28}did you take me off ignore yet
7/10/2006 8:02:35 PM: {mmatusz503}no, I am not loged into yahoo, I have AIM
7/10/2006 8:03:17 PM: {realangel28}im not on there either
7/10/2006 8:03:34 PM: {realangel28}you must have me on ignore tehre to
7/10/2006 8:05:08 PM: {mmatusz503}no
7/10/2006 8:05:09 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 8:05:16 PM: {realangel28}yes
7/10/2006 10:18:13 PM: {mmatusz503}you there?
7/10/2006 10:18:19 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 10:18:38 PM: {realangel28}yeah
7/10/2006 10:18:41 PM: {mmatusz503}uh
7/10/2006 10:18:51 PM: {mmatusz503}have you been tested lately for hiv
7/10/2006 10:19:05 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:14] freespirit30701: but someone else u know is positive also
7/10/2006 10:19:10 PM: {mmatusz503}ah shit
7/10/2006 10:19:17 PM: {mmatusz503}don't you have AIM on?
7/10/2006 10:19:30 PM: {mmatusz503}Well when rich was fucking around and chatting with les on the phone I told him that I was the b/f and that rich wqas positive and he did not believe me and rich said that he was being tested and he got the results
7/10/2006 10:19:35 PM: {realangel28}why are you askin me that
7/10/2006 10:19:36 PM: {realangel28}are you positive
7/10/2006 10:19:42 PM: {mmatusz503}i dunno, but
7/10/2006 10:19:50 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:17] freespirit30701: well it was a big ordeal and I was ready to kick some ass
7/10/2006 10:19:57 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:17] freespirit30701: but that is the story and Les did not want to believe that I was the boyfriends. He has been chatting with rich from Delavan to lake geneva
7/10/2006 10:20:11 PM: {mmatusz503}This rich that you were fucking around like 1.5 years ago is HIB+
7/10/2006 10:20:17 PM: {realangel28}who is rich
7/10/2006 10:20:27 PM: {mmatusz503}TJ's ex
7/10/2006 10:20:36 PM: {realangel28}igboy 1978
7/10/2006 10:20:39 PM: {mmatusz503}yes
7/10/2006 10:20:42 PM: {realangel28}i never had sex with him
7/10/2006 10:21:03 PM: {mmatusz503}i hope you didn't suck him
7/10/2006 10:21:30 PM: {realangel28}freespirit is
7/10/2006 10:21:30 PM: {realangel28}umm whats his name agin
7/10/2006 10:21:37 PM: {mmatusz503}freespirit
7/10/2006 10:21:38 PM: {mmatusz503}TJ
7/10/2006 10:21:45 PM: {realangel28}oh thats his ex
7/10/2006 10:21:48 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:21] freespirit30701: Well how did he know that I or we had a camero if they did not meet up
7/10/2006 10:21:49 PM: {mmatusz503}yes
7/10/2006 10:22:22 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:22] freespirit30701: Babe they were talking day and night. When he worked at walmart in Delavan. That is how long it has been going on
7/10/2006 10:24:01 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:23] freespirit30701: well that is on you...because he was really hiding the fact that I knew who he was
7/10/2006 10:24:11 PM: {mmatusz503}les
7/10/2006 10:24:15 PM: {mmatusz503}i think you had sex with him
7/10/2006 10:24:26 PM: {mmatusz503}this Rich guy
7/10/2006 10:24:43 PM: {realangel28}wel personally i dont really care what you think
7/10/2006 10:24:43 PM: {realangel28}you or his ex
7/10/2006 10:24:47 PM: {realangel28}cause you guys dont know anythign, and i dot have to lie
7/10/2006 10:24:55 PM: {realangel28}to you or anyone els
7/10/2006 10:25:49 PM: {realangel28}and for your info, TJ and rich are psoitive
7/10/2006 10:25:55 PM: {realangel28}i knew taht, they both told me
7/10/2006 10:25:57 PM: {mmatusz503}i already know that
7/10/2006 10:26:15 PM: {mmatusz503}but I like to know if you ever sucked on Rich before
7/10/2006 10:26:17 PM: {realangel28}so when he gets through lying he can kiss my ass
7/10/2006 10:26:33 PM: {realangel28}on taht note
7/10/2006 10:26:39 PM: {realangel28}iv enever had any sexual contact with rich, we only met once and his dad was with him
7/10/2006 10:26:57 PM: {mmatusz503}so them why is he telling me that you cammed with him
7/10/2006 10:27:08 PM: {realangel28}what the hell
7/10/2006 10:27:15 PM: {realangel28}mike, ok this is drama agin
7/10/2006 10:27:16 PM: {realangel28}all lies
7/10/2006 10:27:22 PM: {mmatusz503}well fine, tell me your side then
7/10/2006 10:27:36 PM: {realangel28}sae it
7/10/2006 10:27:44 PM: {mmatusz503}?
7/10/2006 10:27:46 PM: {realangel28}im done, you believe what you wantt, i dont give to fucks
7/10/2006 10:27:46 PM: {realangel28}ok
7/10/2006 10:27:54 PM: {realangel28}there is no side
7/10/2006 10:28:00 PM: {realangel28}theres nothin to tell
7/10/2006 10:28:13 PM: {realangel28}we talkked, met once with his dad, nothin happend,
7/10/2006 10:28:17 PM: {mmatusz503}ok
7/10/2006 10:28:18 PM: {realangel28}tj abused him
7/10/2006 10:28:25 PM: {mmatusz503}how?
7/10/2006 10:28:37 PM: {realangel28}beaty him up, controlled him
7/10/2006 10:28:37 PM: {realangel28}tahts why he couldnt see me
7/10/2006 10:28:40 PM: {realangel28}we neer did anythign on cam
7/10/2006 10:28:43 PM: {realangel28}for your info
7/10/2006 10:28:51 PM: {realangel28}he hurt him
7/10/2006 10:28:53 PM: {realangel28}hit him
7/10/2006 10:28:57 PM: {realangel28}did he tell you that
7/10/2006 10:29:02 PM: {realangel28}no, cause hes a fuckin liar
7/10/2006 10:29:05 PM: {mmatusz503}hmm, let me ask
7/10/2006 10:29:16 PM: {realangel28}i dont hae tie for drama, this conversation is over
7/10/2006 10:30:01 PM: {realangel28}and anyway, why are you askin me questions about HIV, i dont have sex for one, your the one who has bareback sex with everyone
7/10/2006 10:30:04 PM: {realangel28}why dont you get checked out, dont try to point the finger at everyone else
7/10/2006 10:30:13 PM: {mmatusz503}i'm trying to figure out who's lying, ok?
7/10/2006 10:30:15 PM: {realangel28}im an angel compared to you
7/10/2006 10:30:23 PM: {mmatusz503}oh pulease
7/10/2006 10:31:14 PM: {realangel28}whether you like it or not, your track record of having sex with all thes e guys bare
7/10/2006 10:31:14 PM: {realangel28}CANT TOUCH MINE, IM A SAINT
7/10/2006 10:31:14 PM: {realangel28}MY DEAR
7/10/2006 10:31:25 PM: {mmatusz503}that's nice
7/10/2006 10:31:37 PM: {realangel28}AND SINCE YOU ASKED, I GET TESTED EVRY 3 MONTHS, I ALSO VOLUNTEER AT ARCW
7/10/2006 10:31:50 PM: {mmatusz503}well that I didn't know
7/10/2006 10:31:57 PM: {realangel28}AIDS RESOURCE CENTER OF WISCONSIN
7/10/2006 10:31:57 PM: {realangel28}ANY QUESTIONS
7/10/2006 10:31:57 PM: {realangel28}NOW YOU HAVE A GOODNIGHT
7/10/2006 10:31:57 PM: {realangel28}ASSHOLE
7/10/2006 10:32:23 PM: {realangel28}THATS HWY I TELL YOU TO GET TESTED SO MUCH
7/10/2006 10:32:32 PM: {realangel28}CAUSE I KNOW YOUR HAVING SEX WITH LOTS OF GUYS
7/10/2006 10:32:37 PM: {realangel28}BARE AND ITS NOT SAFE
7/10/2006 10:33:28 PM: {mmatusz503}then take me to get tested
7/10/2006 10:34:09 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:32] freespirit30701: I have never controlled him
7/10/2006 10:34:09 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:32] freespirit30701: and I let him do what the fuck he wanted too...If not he would not have been chatting with you online
7/10/2006 10:34:09 PM: {mmatusz503}[22:33] freespirit30701: And he let others know that I was controlling him and that was to make others feel sorry for him
7/10/2006 10:36:01 PM: {mmatusz503}i dunno who to believe right now les... and right now, it's 2v1 with your side
7/10/2006 10:36:53 PM: {realangel28}I DONT CARE BYE
7/10/2006 10:38:56 PM: {mmatusz503}so why is ig planning a sex party
7/10/2006 10:38:57 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
7/10/2006 10:39:53 PM: {realangel28}GOONIGHT MIKE, IM DONE TALKIN TO YOU
7/10/2006 10:40:01 PM: {mmatusz503}what's your problem?
7/10/2006 10:41:09 PM: {realangel28}YOUR MY PROBLEM, YOU AND YOUR FUCKIN DRAMA,
7/10/2006 10:41:09 PM: {realangel28}IM REALLY GET TIRED OF THIS SHIT
7/10/2006 10:45:22 PM: {mmatusz503}why are you getting so pissed off?
7/10/2006 10:45:32 PM: {realangel28}Sorry : Hey im not at my computer, leave a message, or leave email and name, i promise ill reply
So yeah, if anyone has any more information, please contact me. I would like to raize my suspicions to 100% if it's really true or 0% if someone gets him to take a hiv test and hands me the results. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|03:08 am] |
I am gona use my psychic abilities right now..... hmmm....(plays errie music) I see a vision.
I see lots of shower heads and lots of foam.... hmmm, let's see. Seems like that it's some sort of a pervert who spams gay.com almost daily about a local bar called swich. Ah yes. It's his birthday. Seems like he wants everyone to shower him with gifts, so that's why he is having this shower, lmao.. Ahem I lost concentration, but I am seeing this black dude with a big dick making people suck on it, and teasing them with it. Ah yes. I have bad vibes about this particular person. Seems he tries to manipulate people and put the blame on other people when it's actually his fault. Ah yes, his name is Les. As for the b-day guy, it's waukman.
As for that, I'm rather depressed right now, but noone of you fags could care less, and it's not because of Les either. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|09:22 pm] |
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I am not gona date anyone who claims they will take me bowling, but lies to me and ditches me for something else. I don't understand why people can't afford 8 dollars just to go and not buy anything, whereas people waste over 100 dollars at the bar? Makes no sense to me at all. |
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[Jun. 27th, 2006|10:29 pm] |
So yeah.... Brandon was suppost to cook this "southern meal" with Michele on Sunday. Did it happen? Nope. He totally ignored all of Michele and my calls and I still haven't heard from him back. I do him favors for him and this is how he treats me and my friend?
Also, this other guy that wants to meet me told me that he wanted to meet me today. He told me he would call me today at 11:30AM.... never did. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|01:48 am] |
WARNING
I would advise you stay away from two people. One of them is Les Jones, and the other one is Mike. Why should you stay away from Les? He's a control freak and if you aren't sitting at your phone when he calls you (whenever he wants since he can choose to ignore your calls when it's convienent for you to call him), he will start accusing you of false things. Good example was tonight. I decided to goto Michele's house. When I get back home, I find out that he called. I called him back and he accused me of being with another guy. He's is a very insecure man, can't even trust other people. So he is trying to control me. Course I went out with another guy, and he would be Mike, but he too lied to me. As I stated in my last entry, he claims that he was gona call me and spend the day with me. Turns out that the guy that Les advised me to stay away from is gona be his bf. His screename is milwdjsinger on manhunt. So yeah, just so you know, your phonenumber WILL be posted up on my yahoo, so I hope you get unwelcomed calls until you contact me.
UPDATE June 19 @ 2:15PM
I found out that milwdjsinger's name is John from one of the guys that saw me out friday night. Thank you. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2006|09:37 am] |
So yeah, I ended up taking a guy named Mike out yesderday night. Not really that happy at what all happened. He wanted to goto La Cage, but I didn't want to go because I am sure that I will run into Les and he will have a huge fit because well he's in love with me....
Anyhow when Mike and I got there, we chilled for a bit. I guess he knows this guy that I knew too from Les and we started chatting. I edventually saw Les enter since we were downstairs, and I know that he always goes downstairs first. He saw me and came up to me while Like was ordering a drink and got all jelous. I guess according to him, any guy that takes me out is considered a "date." He also thinks that hemmeroids are also called genital warts. What a dumbass. Anyhow, Mike did piss me off. I guess he rain into people he knows, and never introduced me to them at all. On top of that, he didn't invite me to his conversations. At least Les never really did that, and he ALWAYS introduced me to his friends. Although I did see balistic there, not sure if he knew who I was. I was so tempted to say to him, "I'm surprized that the ceiling isn't rotting from all of the chemicals you put into your hair," but I didn't. Anyhow, a drag show was going on, and Mike was like talking about every one and telling that he can do a better job than them. Then he ends up talking to a few of them -_-. I do remember one of them, a blond hair one who was slim, chatted with me a bit, but I didn't understand hardly a word they said. But I remember Mike just abandoning me two times. Just walked off with his buddies at one point. Another time was when he told me he would be back in 5 minutes. He didn't. In fact, I had to get up and find him. Les came to me and chatted with me. "Oh, you are the love of my life, and this is how you treat me?" Well excuse me, but if you want to be my boyfriend, you better learn how to plan a schedule with me. If you are gona be that subborn and won't, I will find myself someone who will. He claims inviting me to pridefest 15 minutes prior to going is a invite. NOT! The same goes for the drag show that one of his friends was judging. "Oh, I am entertaining guests." That's more important than me. Although he claims that his guest hates me because something I said, and it took him till after he left to tell me that he didn't want his guest and I to get an argument. And he claims that he invited me to go with him, but he invited me 15 minutes prior before he actually went. Not 5 hours, or even 2 days. He thinks he invited me. In my opinion, he didn't. So that's why I was with Mike is the simple fact that he is not making a sacrifice. If I made a fool out of Les, well then maybe good. He needs a reality check. Course, so does Mike because I ended up finding him, and he said that he was gona be going home with other people, so I ended up leaving. Mike is suppost to be calling me at 10AM, so we'll see what happens. Just that it must be nice that you can run into people that you know and ignore others. Besides, the shitty slow-beet must that they play there dosen't help at all, although I think they do that intentionally just so that people have to buy alcohol there so they can get drunk to deal with the crap so they can make money. Too bad people are fools to do that and not go elsewhere. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|05:08 pm] |
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Eh, I think it would be funny if he hates me playing cards that he should get spam from the league that I am in, hehe. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2006|09:11 pm] |
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Congrats to Michael Falk for winning Jepardy! three times so far today. (He's a grad student in the atmospheric science department) |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|03:44 pm] |
Mooooo. Too bad that website hasn't been updated in almost a week. Who's slacking? Although I prefer to bash some asshole's on yahoo. If you ever see shes_all_urs on yahoo, feel free to bash her that her way of playing spades is insulting to her partner's. That or you can try to crash her screename. More screenames to come!
The same should go to the tazbach bar or whatever it's called. I hope gay.com sues your ass out of buisness since you are too cheap to buy advertising the legal way. So sad that there are cheaters in this world. |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|12:09 am] |
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So yeah, most people believed what I said about KidPharaoh. I made the crap up about him meeting me. Why? Because he badmouthed about me to one of my friends assuming that I had bed bugs. So I just simpily put everything he said to my buddy and vola. |
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| More selfish fags |
[Mar. 22nd, 2006|10:10 am] |
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:28:31 AM): do me a favar
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:28:35 AM): ???
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:28:43 AM): go into outpersonals
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:28:46 AM): check your emial
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:28:50 AM): why?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:28:54 AM): casue i sent you one
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:28:59 AM): i just wanna know
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:03 AM): if you can reply
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:29:06 AM): i can
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:16 AM): then try it out for me
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:24 AM): are you a standard member
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:29:27 AM): why should I do you a favor if you can't return my IM's?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:34 AM): huh
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:43 AM): just please
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:29:55 AM): if you visit me
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:29:58 AM): lol
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:30:02 AM): so wait
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:30:08 AM): you are a standard memeber
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:30:19 AM): yeah
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:30:26 AM): then if i send you and email
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:30:29 AM): how can you reply
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:30:36 AM): i'll show you if you come over
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:30:44 AM): no no
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:31:01 AM): i just wanted to know if you could replyt being a standard member
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:31:12 AM): if you come over, i'll show you in person
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:31:19 AM): i cant come over today
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:31:24 AM): i will be late for work
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:32:08 AM): ...
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:57:20 AM): we ever gona meet?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:58:15 AM): i dunno, why ?
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:58:22 AM): just asking
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:58:50 AM): well there has to be areason i would have to drive all the way to milwaukee if you didnt have a reason ?
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:59:02 AM): what do you mean?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:59:14 AM): you never wanted to meet b4 and now youdo
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:59:22 AM): i don't think I said that
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 9:59:27 AM): hmmm
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 9:59:34 AM): I don't think I want to drive that far to meet you, but it depends on my mood
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:01:31 AM): so why would u wanna meet me
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:01:41 AM): i mean what give
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:01:42 AM): s
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:01:46 AM): be friends at least
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:01:56 AM): i c
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:02:07 AM): are you dating
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:02:21 AM): i am single
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:02:32 AM): see, now if you where dating it might be easier
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:02:55 AM): i dont kow if cody would let me meet you
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:03:03 AM): he might getupset
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:05 AM): who's cody?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:03:07 AM): bf
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:09 AM): oh, I see
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:21 AM): I guess you were hiding it all along
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:25 AM): fuckin waste my time
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:03:27 AM): no not really
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:30 AM): yes you were
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:41 AM): when we started chatting, you were S-I-N-G-L-E
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:03:47 AM): two cases in less than a week
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:03:54 AM): ya that was a while ago
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:04:14 AM): u there
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:04:31 AM): yeah, that would explain you ignoring me then
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:04:49 AM): maybe a little, i am busy alot of the times
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:05:07 AM): oh, the "get out of jail free" excuse
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:05:09 AM): don't work for me
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:05:15 AM): So your intent to meet me was more than just to be friends
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:05:19 AM): well
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:05:27 AM): i like to see what wouldof happened
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:05:33 AM): i c
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:05:37 AM): hmmm
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:05:49 AM): i guess i have to tell all if you where coming this way
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:05:54 AM): i dont wanna suprise you once you got here
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:06:04 AM): that would suck even more , right ?
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:06:17 AM): so at least i told you, * where is the credits*
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:06:27 AM): i see, acting like an ass about it
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:06:44 AM): listen to yourself
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:07:03 AM): all nice, and then ass yourself when youdont get what you want
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:07:05 AM): i gotta go man
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:07:09 AM): your attitrude sucks
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:07:14 AM): peacer
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:07:17 AM): bohoho
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:07:35 AM): at least I don't ignore people and withold information
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:07:45 AM): dont write me if your going top be like this
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:08:04 AM): i asked a favor and you get all emotional
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:08:05 AM): wow
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:08:26 AM): yeah, why don't you ask your boyfriend to do you that outpersonal favor
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:08:49 AM): he is at work, and i dont have one !!!AH
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:00 AM): it was all a test my friend
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:05 AM): i dont have a dbf
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:07 AM): bf
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:09:09 AM): ???
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:14 AM): ya
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:22 AM): it was a test and you didnt pass the
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:23 AM): sorry
Ryan Lemke (3/22/2006 10:09:35 AM): work on the attitude and maybe we can chat later
mmatusz503 (3/22/2006 10:09:39 AM): fuck off |
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[Mar. 17th, 2006|02:33 pm] |
Well conversation posting time! This time it wasn't from gay.com, but some guy off one of my IM's. Here is the conversation:
Session Start (mmatusz503:edly209): Fri Mar 17 13:14:28 2006
edly209: saw your boys came out on top
edly209: who do they play next?
MMatusz503: i don't know
MMatusz503: how come?
edly209: just curious
MMatusz503: what are you upto?
edly209: just watchin tv on at my parents place
MMatusz503: what you doing at your parents?
edly209: bowlin this weekend...goin to sunset in a bit for ball work
MMatusz503: ah, you in milwaukee
edly209: yeah
MMatusz503: how long
edly209: leave sunday eve
MMatusz503: no time ti meet I guess
edly209: you still want me to put in in your butt? hehe
MMatusz503: yeah
MMatusz503: well I will have place free for a while tonight
edly209: really>
MMatusz503: yeah
MMatusz503: at 5:30
edly209: id love to...but i cant...i've gone on a couple of dats with a prety cool guy...and...even though we havent really talked about it...i just...cant...
MMatusz503: why?
edly209: well, if this thing turns into a relationship...fuckin you is not a very honest thing to do.
MMatusz503: that's gona happen tonight?
edly209: i dunno...maybe it would...but even at that...
edly209: its still meetin someone new....
MMatusz503: i see.... and you couldn't tell me this sooner
edly209: how muchsooner did you want it? you spoke about you place being free like 5 lines prior!
MMatusz503: like 3 weeks beforehand maybe
MMatusz503: i thought you were interested in getting together during your next visit
edly209: i just met the dude two weeks ago....
edly209: and i was...well, still am to be totally honest...but...
MMatusz503: and how old is he?
edly209: 28
MMatusz503: oh
edly209: yeah...
MMatusz503: well i still like to meet
edly209: i am sorry dude...i didnt mean to lead you into anything...but this has just started...
edly209: ok...
MMatusz503: and whatever happens happens although i haven't been fucked for 3 weeks
edly209: have you been seein someone?
MMatusz503: no
edly209: how often do you get fucked...if you dont mind my askin
MMatusz503: lately every 3-4 weeks
edly209: thats not too bad...you have a regular fuckbuddy?
MMatusz503: no
edly209: i had one once in lafayette...it really kicked ass i must say....
MMatusz503: yeah
MMatusz503: well you should meet me
edly209: it is very tempting...
MMatusz503: please???
edly209: how long is your place free?
MMatusz503: few h ours
edly209: i dont think i'd be able to hold myself back though if things went that way...
MMatusz503: what do you mean?
MMatusz503: please?
edly209: i mean...if we both wanted to fuck...
MMatusz503: well
MMatusz503: i don't see why not, you aren't in a relationship
edly209: what are you going right now?
MMatusz503: just sitting here
edly209: watchin the basketball?
MMatusz503: no
MMatusz503: playing a game
MMatusz503: so what do you want to do
edly209: i really want to dude...but i cant...i wouldnbt be able to look him in the eye...it just aint right
MMatusz503: i see...
edly209: yeah...
Session Close (edly209): Fri Mar 17 14:19:45 2006
Session Start (mmatusz503:edly209): Fri Mar 17 14:20:26 2006
edly209: i would love to bend you over the bed and pound your ass...i really would.
MMatusz503: whatever, I don't want to fuckin hear it
edly209: hehe...come on...wouldnt you want someone you were seein to do the same thing?
MMatusz503: probably
MMatusz503: but noone don't know how to be upfront honest to me
edly209: do you fell i havent been honest with you?
MMatusz503: i don't know how to describe how I feel right now
MMatusz503: it seems that all the guys withhold information from me or something
MMatusz503: that or I am the last to know
MMatusz503: always happens
edly209: was i supposed to report to you that I had started datin someone...and that I may not be able to hook up next time I am in town?
MMatusz503: and you hardly know him if you only known him 2 weeks
MMatusz503: IM
MMatusz503: DUH
edly209: hehe
MMatusz503: yeah, that's so fuckin funnyt
MMatusz503: (Link: www.livejournal.com/users/mmatusz503)www.livejournal.com/users/mmatusz503
MMatusz503: i advise you to read it through Jully 2005
MMatusz503: before IM me ever again
MMatusz503: bye
edly209: dude...chill out
edly209: wow
Session Close (edly209): Fri Mar 17 14:25:59 2006
Session Start (mmatusz503:edly209): Fri Mar 17 14:26:17 2006
edly209: um...dont worry about me ever im'ing you...if you grow up, hit me back
MMatusz503: FGUCK OFF
*** "edly209" signed off at Fri Mar 17 14:26:26 2006.
Session Close (edly209): Fri Mar 17 14:26:28 2006
Yup, selfish fags. We were suppost to meet up next time he was in town, but 95% of fags withold information when they find someone they meet to people they were thinking about meeting. Then, they think it's ok and poke fun at you about it, even people with PhD's. Wow, I guess super-educated people are very stupid as well as people who prostitute because they don't motivate themself's to go to college. So yeah, me getting a bf is almost nothing right now. All I am good for is my looks and to be used. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|01:38 pm] |
Wow, three fags in less than 18 hour timeframe just rudely log's off in a middle of a conversation.
DenotstodaMax85 (AIM)
hayd (gay.com)
burtsj30 (yahoo)
I hope that we are never free in the united states till we all can respect one another and not lie to one another. I wish people would stop with our equal rights till all of this is fixed. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|08:53 pm] |
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WARNING: Before thinking about chatting with ChikaraChotto on AIM (who is my cousin), you should know that she is a complete self-centered bitch. She think only about herself and her addiction to the computer. The PC comes first before her family members. Probably before her mommy and daddy. Feel free to bug her about it. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|01:43 am] |
ademu
kerry1702
rainbowrider187
shinobi001
skepticalfaith
I am still waiting for all of you to take me off your damn friend's list since you all losers sure don't treat me like I am your friend and instead never say hi to me or check up on me, assholes. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2006|12:09 pm] |
Is it me, or does this e-mail have the word fake all over it? Read it real carefully if you noticed the phony in it.
THE 6 BALL GAMES LOTTERY
LONDON OFFICE
233-5 AMITHY GROVE
LONDON, SW200LL.
UNITED KINGDOM
DEAR WINNER,
We are please to announce you as one of the 3 lucky winners in the 6 BALL GAMES LOTTERY draw held on 14TH of January 2006. All 3 winning addresses were randomly selected from a batch of 5,000,000 international emails. Your email address emerged alongside 2 others as a 3rd category winner in this month's draw.
Consequently,you have therefore been approved for a total pay out of £2,000,000 Pounds (Two million pounds) only. The following particulars are attached to your lotto payment order:
(i) Winning numbers: 05,11,25,31,59,09
(ii) Serial number: 71-2-5166
(iii) Lotto batch number: 6BG-110
(iv) Reference number: WH-904-9
Please contact the underlisted claims officer as soon as possible for the immediate release of your winnings:
MR NORMAN KING
Claims Department Manager
WILSON & HENRY FINANCIAL FIRM
Email: wilson_henry_manager@msn.com
Fax: +44 7005804427
Once again on behalf of all our staff, CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Sincerely,
Mr. Philip Churchill
Promotions Manager
Tel: +44 7040118013
Fax: +44 7005805159
N.B:
1.All claims are nullified after 18 working days from date of mail notification.
2.Your Ref number must be in all your mails with the claims officer.
3.Do inform the claims officer of any change of names or addresses.
4.All winners under the age of 18 are automatically dis-qualified.
5.Please do not reply to this email, contact your claims agent.
(MR NORMAN KING).
_______________________________________________________________________
The 6 BALL GAMES LOTTERY Awards is proudly sponsored by financial Corp's and a conglomeration of other international IT companies. 6 BALL GAMES internet draw is held monthly, and is organized to encourage the use of the internet and computers worldwide. We are proud to say that over 200 Million Pounds are won annually in more than 150 countries worldwide. We also encourage you to visit our website and take your chance to play and become part of our monthly winners. Millions are won on a monthly basis on one of the world's most famous free lotto service.
I don't even remember entery which is phonny number 1. Second is that @msn.com? I am sure the wisconsin lottery has their own host and not a commercial website like @yahoo, @msn, @hotmail, etc. Third, they forbid me to e-mail them, and I have to call them if I want to claim my phonny prize. Besides when I look at it, it does not say who it is addressed to (which you can't see). So yeah, if anyone know where I can report this, feel free to contact me. |
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| Another reason why I hate being called cute |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|11:21 pm] |
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:55:36 PM): hi
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:55:39 PM): hello
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:56:03 PM): well you look cute
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:56:12 PM): that's what most people think
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:56:16 PM): are you
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:56:20 PM): i guess
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:56:37 PM): although almost all guys fail to show it to me
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:56:47 PM): whats that mean
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:56:56 PM): i believe that action speaks lounder than words
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:56:59 PM): most guys lack that
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:57:17 PM): well i would show you how i care about you if i dated you
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:57:34 PM): yeah, but I want someone to like me more than my looks
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:57:52 PM): care about you has nothing to do with looks
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:58:06 PM): how so
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:58:28 PM): well care means love nurture take care of
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:58:37 PM): not how hot you look
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:58:45 PM): true
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:58:58 PM): well yes it is
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:59:49 PM): jayme here
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 10:59:52 PM): ur?
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 10:59:55 PM): Mike
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:00:02 PM): ok cool
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:00:16 PM): are you new to milwaukee?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:00:22 PM): yes from al
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:00:30 PM): when did you move?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:00:54 PM): 18 days ago
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:01:10 PM): mustof found a job here
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:01:15 PM): yes
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:01:21 PM): do you like it here?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:01:42 PM): so far yah
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:01:56 PM): do you have a southern accent?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:02:16 PM): not really that i thnk
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:03:07 PM): oh, well as long as you are not a diehard confederate, I am find since I have a feelimg most degrade african-americans and can't get over the fact that they aren't slaves anymore
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:03:31 PM): true
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:04:01 PM): so how do you like to do anal
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:04:07 PM): i don't have a preference
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:04:15 PM): u live alone
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:04:22 PM): i lvie with a parent
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:04:29 PM): oh
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:04:34 PM): so no place to have sex
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:04:42 PM): well when she is gone, yeah...
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:05:03 PM): would you want some sothern cum in your hole
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:05:11 PM): i'll see
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:05:38 PM): ok
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:06:24 PM): when would you like 2 meet
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:06:35 PM): or u dont want to
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:07:14 PM): we can meet up
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:07:18 PM): when are you free usually?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:07:39 PM): well i ddo sales so anytime
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:07:52 PM): well maybe wednesday late afternoon?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:08:17 PM): where at
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:08:21 PM): my place?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:08:28 PM): ok
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:09:10 PM): cool
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:09:21 PM): will i get to see your boi hole
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:09:36 PM): i'll worry about that later
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:09:48 PM): ok foget meetin then
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:10:00 PM): hmm, well be like that
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:10:09 PM): well i just want to know
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:10:21 PM): i am a horny man with out 4 weeks of sex
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:10:32 PM): okay
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:10:38 PM): i have not cumm in 2.5 weeks
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:10:47 PM): well I prefer to meet up and whatever happens happens
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:11:09 PM): can i just stick it in you for a little bit
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:11:56 PM): ill determind it after we meet
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:12:10 PM): how will i know if i can
mmatusz503 (1/30/2006 11:14:03 PM): can't you just worry aboit it then?
jayme jayme (1/30/2006 11:14:12 PM): forget meeting then
Asshole. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
This entery is decicated to the following people who have listed me as a "friend"
-ademu*
-kerry1702*
- rainbowrider187
- shinobi001
- skepticalfaith
I would appreciate if you would take me off your friend's list? (expecially the ones I marked with a *) Why? I don't think you give a rat's ass about me, and I don't think that you need to read my garbage that I post on here since you never EVER make comments. It is none of your buisness what I all do, and you don't need to know anything about me if you don't want me as a friend. The last three people I hardly know you, and the least you could do is make comments. The top two, well, both of them probably have too many friends to keep track of, so they don't need another person to communicate with. I bet they probably forgot my name. Well whatever the case, please take me off your friend's list. That or I will start spamming your journal enteries until you do so. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2006|01:58 pm] |
Well J. Finally decided to get a hold of me after trying to get his attention in the chatroom (which I rather not done) and I believe we sortof resolved it. It won't be resolved until I've acually hang out with him again. Other than that, that's all I will say about the situation since the rest is private and noone needs to know.
On the otherhand, my new year's entry, it is for people who are typically under 30 years old. No old fuckers who are into old trools or people who have anger problem and enjoy threatning to beat me up like tonyinmilw or spandx. I would highy advise to stay away from them or block them since they like getting themself's into trouble, expecially with twinks.
And is it me, or am I being experiencing more racial discrimination from FAGS than our government? I have had my share of people tell me that the answer is yes. So why should we push for gay marrage if I am being discriminated against more by fags? |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|07:31 am] |
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Well I guess we have a taurent in our office making lies in his advertisement campaign just so he can get into his office. Does anyone remember when he said that something like "If you vote for John Kerry, our troops will NOT get the body armor they need?" Well apparently Bush won, and they still haven't gotten it. That's what ABC good morning news said and Hillary Clinton. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|04:39 am] |
I wonder how it's like to feel wanted at a party, or wanted by a group of buddies, expecially on this New Year's day? I wonder how it feels to party all night long, and into the morning being all happy that you are with your friends and having a fun old time? I sure don't, and people that I call buddies seem to not either.
I still don't understand why majority of guys call me cute, but don't have the curtisy to take me out or offer to give up some of their time to get to know me? What goes on in my mind is that if a person thinks I am cute (course I could use other words like handsome, attractive, although my pics that I post are NOT me looking at my best) is that this person should be willingly want to get to know me, take me out and see if we are compadable. Am I wrong to think like this? No, but over the past months, I will almost always have some guy who called me cute, and ended up fucking me over. If you don't believe it, well then I can show you all of the chat logs that my lovely chat client saves for me and show you what all happens. Up to this day, ever since I started gay.com, I have not ever felt welcome in the gay community? Why? Well I think the main reason is because I am very different. I don't even feel that I belong here. I am not into drugs since they can be highly addictive, expensive, and literaly destroy you. I don't drink because I can't stand the taste of alcohol, and noone has offered to buy me flavored drinks (and I do know that there are some powerful flavored drinks that you can't taste the alcohol.... according to Michele). Last thing is that I am not into the dance music they play at la cage. In fact, I can't dance to that stuff because it's so bland. One same beat and hardly (how to put this) any other instraments that is playing different sounds. Scooter on the other hand is quick, different beats, and can have at times 5 different melodies playing at once. I am guessing that is part of the problem since at least half of the fags in milwaukee buy their drugs at the bars (trust me, my second ex told me about it since that's where he got his) and I am not into that stuff. I do not want my life to be fucked up by some drugs, and I don't want to cut my life short because I do not want to come back here. With alcohol, well like I said, I am not into the taste, and with music, I can't express myself with that bland dance music they play. I don't even know how people can dance to it, and when I was at La Cage a few weeks ago, I couldn't dance, even if I wanted to. IT was that bad. So I am pretty much screwed with dancing, although I will not dance unless someone teaches me. Course it seems that most fags, like Lester, hate my music. Why? I don't know. "It's Gay" is what Lester all says. Course since I gave out my reasons why I don't like La Cage dance, I like to know why the people who didn't like it DIDN'T LIKE IT. Is it too fast for you? You can't keep up with it? What? I have no idea. But technically this is not what this entery it suppost to be about.
It's about once again how I been rejected by my buddies or aquantances. Let's see.... I will call this guy J. for now since I do not want people to know who this guy is. J invited me to a new year's party a week ago. As time went by, I guess his friend had a argument with the host of the party, so he decided not to go, and went to Chicago instead, pretty much fucked up our plan. Well last night, after I IM Todd, he as usual told me last minute that he was having a party.... and he wanted me to drive all the way out to Waukesha to chat with him. If I wouldof gotten a ride, I wouldof done it. But, I don't know how to find him when I get out there, nor do I have a cell. But anyhow, I told him I will think about it since maybe J. could come with me. Today comes...... I didn't hear from J. till after 6PM. I was very pissed about it since I called him 3 times, and IM him a couple of times online, but didn't respond. I guess one of his family members wanted to spend time with him unplanned, but his cell phone battery was dead..... Before I got a hold of J., I chatted with Todd. He supposedly wanted me to come down to his party, but I told him that I will only come if I feel wanted, and told him to call me. Well he never did... (yet another guy who calls me cute, and expects me to make plans with him at 10 at night on a school night, expects me to drive all the way out there, why don't that fucker drive all the way here and PICK MY ASS UP AND SEE HOW IT WOULD FEEL? I DO THAT SHIT EVERY OTHER SATURDAY FOR BOWLING AND IT WASTES WAY TOO MUCH TIME)
After chatting with J., we decided not to go to that party and go to Michele's. Well J just decides to log off and ignore me. Course after 10, he finally pops online and claim that he fell asleep..... and still wants to hang out.... He had to do something wit his contact lens and that's the last time I heard from him. And this other guy that I meet... his name is Adam... planning on hanging out with his highschool? buddies and get all drunk and stuff. I bet noone thought about me at all on new years, nor can my fuckin buddies know how to write stuff in stone, or better yet, not ignore me at all. But guess what? I was ignored. What the fuck else is new? Even Les ignores me. Course I notice that he wants to share his life with someone, and yet he posts a dick picture of himself on men4sexnow.com. I wasn't sure if that was his even since he claims he was 20 lbs lighter than on his gay.com profile. Perhaps I do feel jelous that he feels welcomed and I don't, but I wonder why he is looking to share his life with. I wonder why he can't find anyone? I think I know why. He thinks nothing but himself, and his needs before he cares about people. Trust me, I know, and I hope that people realize that. Me on the other hand, well it seems that people care about themself's more, EXPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO CALL ME CUTE because all they want is to stick their penis into my anus, and nothing more. That is what the word cute means to me. That's all they want me is for my looks and nothing else. They don't want me because of my personality, experience, companionship.... nothing. I don't see a point to be nice online anymore since of how I am treated, so why should I try to be nice to people, and get treated like this? Maybe if people instead of rejecting me start making me feel more welcome, even though I am very different than the other fags, maybe I will become nicer. Ask J. he knows that I cared about him (well I dunno if I still do since the fuckin shit he pulled tonight, ONE OF THE WORST NIGHTS TO DO IT ON) even though before he meet me, he hated me, course I challenged him (as I do to almost everyone), and he somehow broke through my jerk streak and up to what he did to me tonight, it worked. Course people like Les who claims he loves me is another story. I wondered if he offered to take a guy out on a date, or out to eat to get to know the person? I don't think he can. Why? For one thing, he don't have a car. He brags about all of his friends and how they almost bow down to his commands. Meaning he can live rent free, people can drive him around, and such. Second, he complans that I am so cheap, course must be nice that people are willing to waste money on drinks, expecially to les because he has the "looks." Well apparently, I do have the looks, but why am I not receiving the same treatment? I don't quite fully understand, course some people can argue of how I treat people. Well all I can say really is that if someone really cares about me and really thinks that I am cute enough for a companionship, they would make any attempt to break through my anger barrior. I will always act this way online until people start welcoming me to their life, or feel that I feel wanted in the gay community. Course you probably noticed that I used Les in here again, and perhaps I am jelous at him. But all I can say is that since he treats me like shit when I try to chat with him (even though I am seeing if he is willing to break through my anger barrior, but always runs away and thinks nothing about himself, besides, how will he work out arguments and disagreements with your companion if that's all he will do, just ignore the problems? That is very unhealthy) and I like to make people aware of this issue with him since apparently I believe that I know why he can't find a companion. Course one could make the same argument about me, but no guy is willing to take me out on a date, and expect me to always lead the conversation and do all the work. I don't think so. Not happening! I am getting sick and tired of that bullshit, course I'll admit that I can be like that, but it seems that's what guys do. IM me and expect me to do all the leading. Whatever, fine. All I know is that I will not ignore my companion, and I will make sure that he is always wanted my me, and whenever he is having difficulties that I will be there with him. I also like to know what he is all thinking about, and why he thinks that way, or his opinions on life. I personally don't see any of the fags in gay.com doing that since apparently I am not welcomed. So go on, bitch and make fun of me all you want. I am sure you are suffering inside too because you can't find a companion, but at least to what I see, you are almost always wanted somewhere. You don't understand how lucky you are. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|02:15 am] |
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Why should I be all jolly and act like nothing happens on this Christmas day to people, expecially most of the selfish fags on gay.com who think nothing but of their penis? Maybe I could do us all a favor and chop it off. |
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